Stay Positive

I don’t know if anyone really reads my posts but I’m up late and haven’t been able to really get sleep since last Wednesday. Just have a lot on my mind. Why do I always have to meet someone so great and then I have to leave? Happened when I joined the Marine Corps now it’s happening before I leave for Afghanistan. I mean the only thing I can really do is hope for the best. Just wait to see what happens. It’s getting closer to leaving and its really starting to set in. In scared of so many things. Me changing, others changing, people getting so used to me not being there : / I know it will be a good experience for me. I sacrifice a lot to be where I am and I don’t regret a thing. It can get hard though. Just so much running through my mind right now…